That's a positive trait you should keep, then. Helps out more if you actually do it with people who are over 15 years old (i.e. not RF players, especially 1v1ers). In case you weren't serious, then make sure your gameplay lives up to your explosiveness in a 2018 RF 1v1 scene.
OP's ego is as huge as the brain tumor she has developed because of the numerous times she lacked oxygen being beaten down by her male colleagues.
its called "The TryHard 1v1 Series" what didn't warn you lol but all good im not trying to start ****